07 November, 2005

My Faith - now

Guess I'm back at the stage where I don't really know if I believe in God as much as I 'hope in God.' The sad fact is that I'm more expecting a social instance, that'll encourage me to believe in God, to get me believing more than I'm expecting 'it' to 'spring up from within'. Sad, yes, but I am very much dependant on the people around me - more than I'd like to readily admit. As is now, I still don't have anyone who does that for me but somehow I'm not able to get past the emotional hurdle of the Faith having been hugely discredited in me by my former church.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

I know what u mean....;-) gimme please Fillips nr eller email!! tak for sidst da os..! HIr hir ses.

Anonymous said...

Ups det var fra Marianne G!

www.xanga.com/marrrianne

Unknown said...

Hey you! :) Filip's number is 61306135. Flirt with him - he needs it! hehe..

Anonymous said...

I can help you. And one day I will.

Unknown said...

Anders, who are you? I guess I could do with some help.. Though, I do think I'm a bit too proud to face up to it in person. This internet/blog thing is quite the buffer!

Anonymous said...

I have read this over and over and still do not understand what you mean by "but somehow I'm not able to get past the emotional hurdle of the Faith having been hugely discredited in me by my former church."

Unknown said...

I have answered this comment in a new post from the 28th, December.